Sometimes

Sometimes I cry. Sometimes I laugh on the inside. Sometimes I want to be worth it for a while. Sometimes I scream. Sometimes I shout. Sometimes I pull people's hair and try to choke them with it.

But it doesn't matter.

Because in the end, I'm always me. Always chosen last for PE. Always the one picking up the pieces. Always the one who loves hugs.

But just sometimes.

Sometimes I want to laugh on the outside and make it seem like nothing's worng. Just sometimes. Just for a while.