In the end

In the end, hope is near, but it's also the furthest away that anything can be.
In the end, you feel like you've succeeded, but that's the biggest lie of all.
In the end, you like to think you're smart, but you know that you have to leave that title to the girl to your left.
In the end, you like to think that the person you'd love with all your heart would love you too, but that's when you're mean to them. You act like a bitch and you say the rudest things. At the time, it's a joke, then you see how hurt they are.
In the end, you get your knife, and scrape the skin that once was protective, but now is the only thing that stops you from bleeding to death.
In the end, you see the drops on red blood on the tiles, and you know that it was once a part of you.
In the end, visions flash in your mind.
In the end, you close your eyes, your heart it heavy, and then it stops beating once and for all.
In the end, you wish that your best friend would save you, but as you slip into unconciousness, you know that they're no longer your friend.
In the end, you speak to the dead.

Never regret anything, because at one time, it was exactly what you wanted.